...I know how it feels to dislike your own father... >_<

I'm soo irritated by him now. He's a selfish prick that only cares about himself. It gets me so angry. He's been mad at me for two fucking whole days because I wouldn't go to the pharmacy with him because he had stomach pains. Grrr. I'm the bad guy in his eyes right now! He wants to fuck my life up right now! He goes and ask Grandma for money when she doesn't have money because she's spending 6,200 DOLLARS on my breast reduction operation...and we don't really have that kind of money..but with help we got it.  It really pisses me off. I need him to sign some papers for the operation...and he said "If you think I'm gonna go Tuesday and sign those papers, you can just forget about it. I'm gonna fuck you up and I'll do it with pleasure." 

GRRR!!!! I HATE HIM!!! GRANDMA IS DOING THIS TO RAISE MY SELF ESTEEM TO MAKE ME FEE HAPPY ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK!!! AND HE JUST HAS TO COME AND FUCK IT UP! I really need this operation because of my physical and mental health...and he really doesn't care! Such a awesome father I have. -Sarcasm.-

I sometimes wish my Death Note really did work...because if it did..I would be so happy to use it on him. I want to torture him for everything he has done to make my life miserable. Not only mine...but my grandma's as well. I just hate him! I'm trying so hard not to break down and cry out of rage...and...sadness...because I have been waiting a long time for this operation...and...to think..that I might not get it..because of him...It's just...augh...

I can't wait to graduate and get out of my house...and never see his fucking face again.

OMFG!!! I made a livejournal! XDD YUSS!! I MADE A LIVE JOURNAL!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

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Soo......um...Yeah... The journal is friends only...XD

Didn't do much today..played Kingdom Hearts...chatted a bit...called Tono. <3 Gonna stay over at Tono's house today with Riho-nee.
Oh! Yeah!!!!! I almost forgot! I had an also dream with Johnny Depp! *_____*

T_T It didn't get to the best part because my grandma woke me up...;-;